stuberosum's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- drain man work is draining me bad just 9 to 5 - well I was here early and its not yet 5 but close enough - and I am done, mentally, emotionally, physically drained I could just fall asleep right here almost shaking a little with the tiredness or tension or focus to work quickly as possible Feel like going home now Feel like staying and working after a break anyway if I go I'll be bored at home and probably crash emotionally from all the tiredness and my unwillingness to just go to bed and rest you know how it goes, sometimes it just seems you want to find something to feel shite about party was kinda fun last night some funny stories terrible singing and tired me I feel like my funny stories are becoming less and less funny and more and more acts of slight cruelness, probably always the way it was but its like I did it in a way that was ... loving? dunno seems over dramatic a word to use but it made it ok for us to laugh together about something ... I think it is part laziness, part tiredness and part lack of practice that is making me lose my touch with that I want to be charming and funny but still encouraging, doesn't just happen though. 4:50 p.m. - Wednesday, Jun. 14, 2006 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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