stuberosum's Diaryland Diary

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tastes like regret but walking on air comparatively

commented shockedly about the very idea of a RC Cola and Moon Pie wedding

ate McDonalds again for lunch, which still tastes like regret

feel yuck

terrible diet lately, in part due to lack of any desire for any food, including chocolate and coffee

still eating and drinking those two but the desire is gone, which is depressing for a number of reasons

McDonalds is just depressing now ... never was in the "no one ever feels good after eating McDonalds" camp before but now its feeling truer ... not true of course because I can't say I think it has always been how I felt but still closer to laughing/agreeing with a comedian saying that

am feeling much better overall though ... recently just NOPE to anything and everything and felt horrible for it as well as due to it ... but now I'm floating on air in comparison ... feeling ok at least, just back to old procrastination and the like to make me feel bad, but nothing so life destroying

not for today anyway

guess this is a good day to live in the day

also to try and not leave (everything to do) in the tomorrow

so I'll keep chipping away at that stone face of work to be done

*chip*chip* *chip*chip*

4:28 p.m. - Monday, Apr. 14, 2014

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