stuberosum's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- back from holiday back from a two month holiday yesterday really felt very little overall, before, during or after maybe later on? time to process, time to think and absorb and look into stuff time to miss things? really don't seem to need anyone much right now, need or want at least I feel a little more mentally coherent than I did before I went away, really burning out then maybe the time away from work will give me a fresh start at work and maybe everywhere else seem to have been part of a couple of big decisions over this time and hopefully that will lead to more peace and rest, or at least room for things like that sigh I wish I could find some people I can simply access and enjoy at short notice without any need of anything difficult ... just happy people, where happy = makes me happy ... I do have a few now that I think about it but not access as I'd like ... maybe because I'm been so absorbed elsewhere at least I do have people I know that I love and that they love me and that can revive the soul ... even without any contact more than simply remembering them ... that's good ... even if a little sad too since just by the memory/reality of the love really can drive an ache for that fuller contact even as it soothes its still good though :) 5:02 p.m. - Monday, May. 09, 2011 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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