stuberosum's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- surgery under a week until my son has heart surgery, unless it gets delayed I wonder if I am too detached but feel I need to be for those around and simply because I can't handle the alternative of having to deal with those around me and work and such if I let go of detachment ... and anyway, what exactly can I do by losing detachment? maybe empathise better (when I'm not looking for others to support me) but not sure what else, make sure I enjoy him now more just in case? don't think lack of detachment will create anything other than panic thinking that way ... I can't improve the quality of the surgery, I can't do anything directly ... just, you know, feel my feels *shrug*, time enough to do that when everything else is fine I guess (ha!) 1:25 p.m. - Tuesday, Jun. 09, 2015 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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